its been a along time

hello blog its been a long time and i have miss missed missed you though you are but a orange logo on the  corner of my screen. it has been the longest winter of my life these last few years. cold and hateful losing my sister who is gone gone gone, and she aint never coming back. i think i am in a new grieving process where i simply have her my sister in my mind all de time. and yet she been taken. god. explain please.