close your eyes and it will go awayc

today i want to close my eyes and keep them closed and hope that when i open them everything that is driving me crazy will be gone. namely, clutter. everywhere i look, besides children there is mess. a kitchen cupboard hangs off its hinges and my bedroom is wall to wall piles of things....clothes....homeless stuff. my house is full of walls jutting here and there. my living room has too much furniture in it and in an attempt to persuade my other half to get a new one, i have taken the feet off my sofa and an extension of it so now it looks even shabbier and worse and a huge corner of sofa stands up in the corner of the room. the curtains look greasy and shabby. it feels like kids are everywhere.everyday i try to do things to make it feel better but nothing works.