You are sweet and your words of encouragement from across the Atlantic and through the shimmers of ether on cyberspace are always so lovely and thoughtful.
you are clearly a being of humor and kindness.
I am a miserable goat of time sometimes. In fact I am not so sure I am as anonymous as I thought, I am probably very identi-mous and findable. It is cringemaking how little savvy one can be on the wiles of the web.
I like to sound out to the intransigent universe if you can call it that.
The incessant neverending incessantness of the every day. Of the repetitive. Of the decay.
I sometimes can't see it any other way.
My Sister The Amazing (if i were a viking i'd name her that) died last February and still I gripe like I griped before. Nothing changes.
I was born of hippie religious folk, but that really doesn't play a major role in my life. I am fairly cynical when I am not feeling magical. Everyone here is bi polar. I don't want to be another statistic.
I drink too much alcohol. That is my vice, besides also smoking.
Age hovers with its claws waiting to pay me back for all the rubbish I put into my body.
I fairly look forward to some post living state where we can all hang out forever more in a cool and amazing party in the sky!
You know I can't help but wonder if i am just a crazy mentalist....a popular word in this Brit culture in a queue of other mentalists just waiting for something to happen.
I feel like the catcher in the rye guy though i have never finished that novel, I stop when there is some blood somewhere in there.
I would love to read your Other Blog
Feelings are strong and intense and for some, a whole other world that needs a habitat.
But back to you. Thank you for your affinity.
I hope life wakes up clear and bright for you and each day is like an unopened present of the present
and the skies twinkle white and blue.
I hope that is the case dear listener
My ode to you :)
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