bored of blog- on writing

if i am then i can't imagine what anyone reading it must feel.

i mean i started it as a process to help me write stuff down but it feels really icky and sometimes i regret writing stuff that is so close to the often boring bone and wish there was better stuff i could think of to write instead of my insecurities and banalities.

but then i also figure that you gotta start somewhere and if you edit too much and worry to much about how what you say is gonna come across then you lose the flow.
i mean is it better to write a whole load of crap than nothing at all?

i would write on paper but i have so many books of endless writing, moaning probably and i suppose this is a cross between self therapy and an attempt to find my writing voice.

i just hope i find it soon!