of all times
right now, i need to be strong. for my children, for my sister's child.
somehow i need to carry on though my heart breaks silently within my chest.
for a long time my dear brave sister had to live in the moment; day by day she had to live and believe in life so that despair would not take hold. now i have to do the same. so easy it is for the claws of despair to grip and pull down yourself into utter hopelessness.
somehow i have to be strong.
but how can i go about the daily business when i want to cry to the world of my loss?
how can i enjoy something new that i cannot run by my sister to see her smile and hear her views.
i cannot even bear to look at the wind in the grass
this grief is so deep and i dare not look it in the eyes.
how can i say hello casually to anyone and act spontaneously?
when i know my sister lies still her breath stopp't
how can i be strong?
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