it has been a long weekend and i feel incredibly intolerant and irritable around my family. they all have to go back to school tomorrow and it is past ten and they are not in bed. in fact i am raging. i can't bear that this goes on even while my world landscape has changed so definitely.
rage is something i had not expected. i cannot bear that everyone trundles on while i feel a loss so unfairly and sickeningly.
i never could have imagined this. that things really do go on. it makes me feel so ill.
how can i bear this?
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