they have just left. they all had to climb out of the sitting room window as i left my keys with my car at the garage and man locked door after he left for work. muddy footprints are strewn up and down the stairs. clothes litter the floor. the kitchen is covered in plates and cups and remnants of breakfast- son one made some pancake mixture. and they have left with my friend to go to ramsgate. i was supposed to be going but i cannot get myself together yet. i may follow down though i am not sure if i can face the drive. i have a mild stitch in my tummy and i feel very old.i don't want to get dressed. in fact i am still wearing yesterday's clothes. i am worried and hope the kids will have a nice time. we were all supposed to go. me, rachel and the kids. i feel she would prefer i went. i don't have the strength and my patience is at an all time low. i feel particularly for my son one as he is older than the other two.
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