rubi howmy gonna cope?

sister i am not sure how i am gonna really manage to get through this sudden leaving of you. i am not sure how to do it. alcohol? more than ever the gaping coldness of the evening i think may scare me. but sister, i told your son i will always be there for him and i think that's how i am gonna cope. somehow rubi cos he needs us. he needs me. i will love him just how you want me to love him and i will encourage and guide him just how i know you want. i will, we will keep on feeding him and helping him to grow just like you said you were doing. nurturing him. i will find your spirit everyday -the color purple- and i will devote my life to carrying on your sweet love.