now i feel bad for kind of disliking her as i am sure she is just doing her best to get by and make the most of what she has but i find her so uuuubbbber irritating. like she's had a baby and now every time i go to yahoo for eg, her irritating smiling face is grinning understandingly at me like i am a naughty baby though i am not sure if she is seeking to understand me or my significant other (she fails on both accounts). then even though i am knee deep in baby and child and teenager and have a first class degree in all three; she goes on the tell me of the hiccoughs of being a mum and how fabulously she deals with it and how we can too, with her help, i expect. and i can't really put into words just how annoying i find her.
like, hasn't she got enough jobs, does having a baby make her a flipping expert?
Plus today i just feel irritated with all mums generally who are so uber mummyish and capable and unfazed and good.
where is a mum who is bad. not a slummy bloody latte loving, yah yah, you-know-the-kind of mummy, and not of course a nasty unkind neglectful one who is mean, but ones that are like me i suppose.
these mummy's are like fat people or ugly people, they are hidden away cos they hide themselves away cos they don't fit into the kind of mum image that people like myleene doo-dah replicates.
it's like (and i am not american) isn't stuff hard enough without celebrities jumping on bandwagons of tips for (normal) mums, fashion tips- from some wag- no thanks, cooking tips from uber i've tried my hand at everything gwinnie and what not. where are the messy, normal mums who do it day in day out with no acclaim.
rotting behind the scenes and being patronized by cardboard cut outs with airbrushed thighs.
sour and grapes spring to mind. who cares maybe i have got sour grapes : (
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