sisters best friend

this evening my sister's best friend came over and was so lovely to see her. it is like somehow having a tiny bit of my sister here with me; rachel loves her so much and shared so many beautiful times with her- by choice! not by family! that to see her is just good. i see why my sis loved her she is real and sweet and funny and beautiful. she says my sister was such a lovely friend who always made her feel good about herself in a way that turned bad situations to good. my sister could do this; she was very unselfish with her  genuine love and compassion which is something we miss so much. her love and friendship.J's coming to see us is really special. she has gone now via cab home. bless her.  i have at some point got to get to bed but my brother is coming first to print some stuff off. two of my sisters are going to Norway tomorrow and my son is going to Belgium for the whole day. i am still listening to my sis's iPod now Beyonce is playing. My brother is buying me some dry white wine which i am afraid, dear doctor, i need till i can sleep soundly without it.