Monday, 5 March 2012

could not sleep

finished off some rum that i found and think of my sis rubi who is no longer.
got to get up and get kids to school in the morning.
she was so damn ill.
it was sick how ill she was.
we somehow believed she was getting better.
but one day she got this dreadful diagnosis then it descended into a mayhem of chemotherapy; bone marrow transplants and general misery.
she was so ill. it is so unfair.
i really thought she was gonna pull through, get better and we could start up where we left off.
but instead we have a mound of flowers and a huge bill.
i can't believe how life and death comes down to money.
it's sick the way it all ends.

maybe just for us left behind. i don't know.

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